i have the tendency of getting very physicalclutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat

how did i ever think for a moment that you could anything less than amazing?

her kiss is like vampire grinthe moon lights away while she's howling at himshe looks so look but her bf says she's a mess

"we wun make it"
"yea, i know."

so depressing it's sick

i want to vanish inside your kisseveryday i love you more and more

this is it
my change

let's start this all over again
for real this time and no retakes
like they always say
we only live once

dont ask me how, dont ask me whybut i'm going to make it happen this time

when you decide to marry yourself to something
you have to let go of everything that comes before;
you have to mourn for it like death
and when you become something that is your destiny
you have to let the rest go

it's so hard to stop reminiscing, to stop thinking about you
i caught myself smiling for the hundredth time
why did everything went so wrong even when it was perfect?

i dunno if you'll believe me
but i miss you so much

happy birThdAy to you

and when you look me in eyeseverything falls right where they belongand nothing else matters

i am as vain as i allow
i do my hair, i gloss my eyes
i touch myself all through the night
and when something falls out of place
i take my time, i put it back
i touch myself till i'm on track

"you look beautiful today"

that boy is a monsterhe ate my heart

i'm blasting music into my ears so i wun hear my thoughts
but it's so stupid because the lyrics remind me what i'm trying to forget
it tickled me; how'd i ever get those people to sing about me?

it made me wonder how many time we forgive
just because we dun wanna lose some one
even when they dun deserve our forgiveness.
i'm so mad and tired, but i cant express it
i dunno what to do or what to say any more
it's sickening to have to deal with all this shit and still be expected to be happy

my white flag is flying high
and yet i'm still fighting at the battlefield
bleeding myself to death

it's so unfair
why can every one just fall apart
but i have to keep it together?